我已向她道歉

4月21日（星期四）晚上，我已决定跟她和好。

那晚我信息给她，希望她原谅我连续四天

Ignored 她 ==

结果那晚她没回我信息。

4月22日（星期五）中午，我还是在等她的回信。
 

虽然是在我预料之中，但是还是很DOWN -.-

当天我姐回来槟城，我就与家人去人几间

Shopping Mall，我就想到做些东西送她以

表示我对她道歉的诚意 =)

我当天也用了不少时间才凑齐那些材料，

又花了不少时间把它弄好。

弄好时超开心，因为我感觉到她会原谅我了LOL

那天晚上，我打电话给她再次向她道歉，

第一通她没接，吓惨我了！！！

不甘愿，所以我再打一次，这次她很快就接了，

我不懂要说什么所以一开口就叫了她名然后

道歉了~~

原来她并很生气我，只是觉得我傻的 ><

她不回我信息的原因竟然是忘记 =.=

很明显了她很不 ....................  我  =(

也聊没三分钟我就关了因为没话说，

而且她也说原谅我了。

4月23日（星期六）早上，有 MQA class ~

虽然她已原谅我，但是我昨天作到半死的

东西不可能就这样拿去丢掉，

所以我还是照样送了给她在补多一次 sorry =)

经过这次经验后，我才知道不好惹女生生气，

尤其是自己心疼的女生，不然你需要花很多

时间和精力才能解决的 ~~~~

和好？

我已经 ignored 了她两天了 ~

今天我原本想去跟她打招呼，
 

结果她好像也 ignore 我起来了，

哈哈！！

我是否应该继续 ignore 下去？？

就算我道歉，我觉得人家未必会原谅我咯 -.-

她应该会想：要 ignore 就 ignore, 想和好就和好？？

我自认我有点过分，但是至少我懂我这样

做其实也影响不到她啊~

她还是依然开心的过着 =)

还是依然展现灿烂的笑容 XD

她还是很可爱啦    呵呵 ~

有不少人说了我一番，

我在此澄清我并不是要人说我伟大而做 >''<

我是为了让自己忘记对她的感觉啦！！！

而且以我的条件，

送人都不要，还要说追她咩 -.-

算了啦~~ 

你们就省省口水吧~ 

我就是那么的可怜没人爱  哈哈哈 ^^

好久没追女生了，差不多忘记怎样咯@@

就连最基本谈恋爱的事我也不会叻.... 逊！！  >.<

我今天也跟某些人聊了一些心事，

好很多了！！ 谢谢=D

我现在也不在宿舍，而是在某个地方过夜 XD

很开心，因为能自己一人在房间里播歌和更新部落。

What's happening on today ?

Hey guys, here I come again !!!

The 1st thing I wan to share is a good news for me xD
I had PASSED my insurance examination ^^

I gt grade C ~ but at least I passed it HAHA

2nd thing - I really no idea what should I chose ~~ 

The insurance agent asks me chose either accounting or insurance -.-

3rd thing - I F**KING like her recently, today too over d someone confirm beh siok wa =.=

My story for today =)

I really very "gam dong" when 

I'm going to the exam centre,

someone text me n wish good luck

for my insurance exam...

this guy is Raymond Yeap !! 

Sipek like him ~~ 

but feel tio very sorry to him at SQ jz now -.- 

I know & you know la .. 

dun nid I mention here =(





Then when I reached exam centre, 

I saw many ppl there OMG

I think I'm the youngest among them >.<

Today got 31 ppl taking insurance CBE thr.

B4 go in the exam hall, I very very stress~~~

I wan to find someone to chat 

but I gt no friends over there.





I wan text somebody but 

I felt nobody will bother me =(

Few ppl turn in my mind 

but at the end I dint text anyone ==

These guys have a better friendship wit me.

They are Raymond, YiJuin, Jessica and Cyn ~

Raymond, dunno how to start 

the conversation so .....  ~~

YiJuin, gt bf liao better dun text her -.-

Jess and Cyn always ignore 

my msg and sometime jz simply 

reply me few words haizzzz 

Totally lonely ~ 很无助 ！！

Suddenly felt I have no friends at all !!!

EMO there den after tat went into the exam hall.





With my luck and abit clever la LOL
 
I passed the exam ~

I wan to share my happiness with someone 

but I really dunno who can i share.
 
Finally I also decide to share it wit Raymond ^^

Thx la Raymond ~
 
I really cannot make any mistake again!!!
 
I will stay away from HER~~~ SORRY !!!

I gt HIS mind's "message" jz now at SQuey

He is not happy >< 

I will leave Disted after final exam ~ 

I will go back to my world ~
 

I will not disturb u all anymore after June ~

烦恼与压力

烦恼 ：

1. 考试不及格，哥是否还会出钱让我从考

2. 就算我成功读完 CAT， 哥哥会让我接下去读ACCA吗

 （我向哥说我考试费£265，还有我问我读完后继续ACCA还是去做工，他没回我信息）

3. 害怕再次爱上“她”，我已尽量控制自己，有时候跟她说多了话还真怕Teng会不高兴

 （决定下星期开始都不参同学们出去了，避免误会，节省时间与金钱）

4. 担心家人会叫我过去新加坡打工（我不舍得她和这里所有的朋友）

5. 我真的很想在Disted读下去因为我很想看到她（虽然我都装得很不在乎那样）

压力 ：

1. 下星期就是AIA考试了，我不及格的话就是浪费我爸的钱了

2. 如果六月考试不及格，我不知道怎样向我哥交待

  （我算了，从去年七月到今年六月，所有我在槟城的生活费和学费最少都RM 16k了）

当烦恼与压力同时都有时，

我很明显的会失常~

因为我希望借着那些不正常的举动让自己轻松下来....

星期三晚上，我在MOIS很明显没醉，

老实说我才喝了不到8杯，

但是我能摇得比上次醉的厉害，

这已证明我真的很不开心  =(

现在想起也有点尴尬，因为我在Mois里摇过头了==
Cynthia 和 Jessica 不懂是去跳舞还是去听歌的 LOL

有时候还真想2012就世界末日，因为我不需去想那么多了！！

Joseph Phuah 一路走好！！

星期五（昨天）早上，我开了面子书突然Sarah Lim

在chat box 问我还记得Joseph Phuah 吗？

哪里可能忘记~~ 毕业后我们都有保持联络嘛！！

我还以为她要问其他事情......

结果，她竟说Joseph从登嘉楼(Terengganu)回槟城途中

遇车祸去世了 :(

真是晴天霹雳~~~

我们以前经常一起赌博，游泳，下棋，作笑，喝早茶等等。

想不到今年1月29日早上我们在美香味喝早茶的聚会

竟然是最后一次了 T.T

宜力东西大道致命车祸　3师训学院生惨死

宜力东西大道致命车祸　4师训生不治

Empat bakal guru terbunuh dalam nahas lebuh raya

4 penuntut maut bertembung kereta pensyarah

车祸发生于星期四（前天）下午五时左右~~

身负重伤的一位女生也宣告不治.... 

所以这起车祸已是4死了 :(

昨天晚上，我与SMKPR的朋友们一起到

Berapit Kongsi 山拜祭~

我们今天也去送他最后一程！！

最终火葬了 ... 

Joseph Phuah, 您永远是我们最敬爱的好朋友！！！

你的卓越成绩也将是SMK Permatang Rawa 的传奇与神话了

SMK Permatang Rawa 的全体师生都以您为荣 ！！！ 

朋
友~~~~ 一路走好！！！您安息吧！！！！！！！！！

潘楚翹(Joseph Phuah)是兄姐開心果

朋友！！！

Star Cruise Libra

I enjoyed my life at Star Cruise Libra !!!

I'm very happy and satisfied with this ^^

That day was a day before Thaipusam,

and I went to star cruise with my friends.

This is my 1st time to step in to star cruise~

It is big and class !!!

AWESOME!!! 

Besides ferry, this is also the 1st time

I step in to a ship <3

NICE!!!

This is my 1st time to step in CASINO too ^^

Genting Highland is below 21 years old can't go in,

but star cruise is below 18 years old but I'm 19 d XD

Took many photos ~~ 

Go my facebook to see more photos :D

Buffet there is not really nice but 

can fulfill my stomach la =P

Around 8pm we went in the the ship 

and around 8.45pm we were having buffet at 9th floor ~

The ship was start to move at 9.30pm.

Moved until "公海" (gong hai) then stopped ~

This sea always got mention at Hong Kong

movie that gambling 1 ~~

No laws over this sea bcz this sea is belonging

to nobody ==

It took 3 to 4 hours to reach there ...

Until 3 or 4am then it will started to move 

back to Penang Island ~

The star cruise have 10 floors =)

I heard my friend said Star Cruise Pisces gt 13 floors @@

But Libra is larger than Pisces ^^

RM160 included 2 buffet (dinner and breakfast) 

and room (4ppl)

Not really worth because Thaipusam is 

public holiday so expensive abit -.-

But I also satisfied with all of this already =)

I enjoyed with my friends and 

took photos with some girls at star cruise.

We knew a new friend at star cruise and she is a Filipino.

She is  a worker at star cruise and 

she is very friendly u_u

She is  young but elder than me for sure HAHA

Her name is Leah .. 

When we are going back she hugs me XDXD

Besides my mum, 

this is my 1st time I hug a girl LOL

Single ppl is like this liao lor :(

I like the wind !!

Strong + cold when 4-7am !!

Very very strong and cold :D

I no sleep all the time, bcoz i feel if pay

RM160 and come up to sleep then 

I better sleep at home xD

I love the moonlight，sunrise and sunlight !!!

Is so beautiful <3 <3

We went down around 10pm ~~

And my 1 night trip ended here ^^

Inside the ship still got many many things ~

Like restaurant, gym, karaoke, casino, 

swimming pool, hot spring, pub, cinema,

and etc.

Have a trip to Libra Star Cruise if u wan =)

Enjoy ur life always !!! xD

Share some photos here ~~

This is Leah (center one) .. when she wear formal not really pretty ~
When we are going bak she wear another style ...
She is pretty =)

The pretty girl (2nd one count from right)
I can't find any girls like my age at the ship =.=

好累的一天

今天天气超热！！！

我一点放学就跟爸去吃东西，

然后跟他去KOMTAR MPPP做东西。

之后他拿我的ATM Card 给我，

因为我两个星期住宿舍没回家，

钱用完了。

我还以为他会拿卡和现金给我，

哪里知道他只拿卡给我==

P.Tikus Ambank ATM 机器坏 o0o

然后不想用别间银行的，

因为charge 一块钱 （我就是这样吝啬^^）

就回宿舍后，

再跑去Gurney Plaza 按钱~~

天气超热，我还走路去，

我要中暑了 @@

好累... 今晚可能跟朋友上赌船(Star Cruise Libra)

好兴奋！！！

8pm - 8am ~ 我们上去没定房的（穷人）==

十二个小时不用睡 OMG ~

但是我朋友说他们还没买票 ><

我们是TELUS 买， TELUS 上的 :P

我朋友说多数票是不会卖完，

因为有千多张而且今天不是大日子==

希望他没算错吧~

不然就要换天去了 -.-

好期待+兴奋 ！！！ ^^

我这次去没跟家人说，

我怕被骂 xD

哈哈~ 

今天就写到这~

如果去得成我会上传照片来这的 =)

守住我下一篇部落吧 ^.^